Sunday, November 18, 2007

It has 8 days since you mentioned that...

No matter where I look at, there is always you. You have captivated my heart. But you are avoiding me. I know that you are confused and wish to be alone. I am sorry to have made you so troubled to the point that you got so stressed out that you lost your temper. You said that you can't communicate with me, it is not true. I know you are still feeling guilty... But my heart just instructed my hand to contact you everyday... This has become a part of my life since that day we started and I can't change anymore.

What you are feeling right now is temporary... But for me, it is for life.
I am glad that you were honest with me, but I am sad that it has happened.

These eight days have made me thought through a lot, all that you have done for me. I do accept corrections as you have said, then why did you not give me and yourself another chance?
I know how to take care of myself, but I know you can't. I know you are independent and I also do not wish to be like a father nagging at you. But one, no matter how strong, will need a shelter, care and of course, freedom. I was just trying to give you what you lack so that we will be on even ground. You appreciated what I have done and I am grateful.

Thank you for listening to my song and I am glad that you appreciate it. I hope that I can still touch your heart, like last time.

I do not blame you, so you do not have to feel guilty. Everyone makes mistakes, isn't that right? But the most important thing is to learn from mistakes. You already said that you were joking. Feelings can change at every moment and every time. I am truthful and I know you always are. I know that you are angry everytime I disagree with you. Sorry for always neglecting your feelings. Your advice are good, and it is showing results. You told me to treat my parents better, and I did. You pinpointed all my shortcomings and I am willing to change for the better.

I remembered the things that you and I promised.
I just want you to know that if you have any change of heart, there is always me. Please do not say that you don't deserve me. I don't deserve anyone better than you.

You are always in my heart! 你在我心里面!

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