Friday, May 30, 2008

Well... I woke up at around 1 or 2 pm today. Hmmm... spent some time clearing my bookshelf to make space for more gundams and comics... Then... I stumbled onto the book, Zhong Hua Li Shi... Read from the Shang Dynasty to the Three Kingdoms Dynasty..

Next, I watched some anime while fixing some more gundams I bought yesterday at jurong east.

Lets see... Turn A Gundam, Nu Gundam and Double X Gundam!

Haha... Then continue my saved game of Romance of the three Kingdoms. :/

After that, watched Crime Watch on channel 8. Somehow.. I got motivated to become part of the Singapore Police Force... Looks fun and brain teasing... Lols...

http://www.spf.gov.sg/career/

I think I am good enough?? Haha...

Good night!

it got me home
11:06 PM

Thursday, May 29, 2008

I love you, mum...

That's all.

it got me home
10:32 PM

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Well... slept till around 1pm today.. then dad received a call from my aunt. Hmm.. my uncle was admitted to hospital due to an accident. Immediately and hurriedly, we rushed down to the hospital(SGH).

Fortunately, he is alright and sound. Anyways, got back home at around 7pm...

Dad went out and bought noodles for dinner. Apparently, he thought that I was very hungry as he bought 3 packets of them, 2 for me and 1 for himself.

I managed to finish them, then mum reached home at around 8pm. She bought nasi lemak for all of us... They were from the new food stalls opened at the Jurong East Interchange. 1 packet for $2, 1 whole piece fried chicken wing, 1 fried egg and rice.

I couldn't finish the rice... so all to mum... Hahaha....

Well... planning to take up some japanese language courses and cooking classes with some of my friends. But the fees are quite expensive... But I don't want to waste these four remaining months... :X

What should I do?

it got me home
8:47 PM

Monday, May 26, 2008

Geez... Recently I found out that my students are too sheltered by their parents.. :(

They think that the homework I gave them will be good enough to secure a pass. Well, true, they did improve, however, I realised they have zero motivation to move on to an above average pass. Zzzz...

Now I am trying to think of ways to make them work harder and study smart... how how how...? They cannot think for themselves yet... :( so sad...

Its true that study is not everything. But... I do not want my children in the future to look upon me as a slacker, or someone who dreams big and just do plain talk without action. Well...

Soon... I shall be in National Service. So, before that, I will need to have plans for the future.

SAT examination date is drawing near!! Hmm... Probably I will pass... But just an above average pass.

Next, I need a part time job that pays well, preferably a 9-5 one... so that it will not collide with the tuition classes.

That is all.

Good night.

it got me home
10:02 PM

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Well, it was another uneventful day for me... spend most of the time smsing.

My student's mum resumed the tuition as his mid-year exams left much things to be desired... Though the results wasn't pretty bad, and the form teacher herself did mention the level of papers were at primary 6 level, I believe Jian Xin's mum was much disappointed as well.

Makes me wonder what is the school thinking? Giving the students questions that even primary six students have difficulty answering to these poor P4 pupils :(

So sad... I didn't do my job well... I thought that everything that will come out for the exams was going to be just from the books... Haiz...

Today was graduation day, didn't attend due to numerous reasons.

Nowadays, I really feel like possessing a Death Note and write some names and my life will be perfect... I just know it... Hmmm...

Good friends are really hard to find...

it got me home
10:13 PM

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Hmm... Boring as usual... Been thinking of when can I earn some big money.. Haha.. Not anytime soon I guess?

Well, got to serve National Service. The benefits of it? Be it mental or physical, is going to be something that seperates one who had been through NS and one who didn't.

Probably, it will be a fruitful experience. Though I have been dragging about it, but now I have to come to accept it as part of life. Like education, it doesn't pay well. I hope I will learn many good things there.

13th September...

Till that time, I guess people will be looking down at me ba?

it got me home
8:18 PM

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Well, this is one of those days where I did nothing fruitful. Absolutely nothing.

Hmm... I just realised exam periods are the best times when tuition teachers such as myself can really earn some decent pay. Hahaha, some significant cash inflow was noted at this month's end and this earning spree has subsided since the end of the mid-year examinations.

Recently, I just feel terribly tired in the morning, the bed felt like a vortex; putting me into sleep everytime I feel like waking up.

Nowadays, I recognise the importance of being self-motivated and self-control. :/ Hmmm... Now I am trying to practise my rusty keyboard! Actually, it is not rusty and no, it is not that keyboard you use to type whatever nonsense. Geez.

Now I am at this stage. Hahaha...
http://www.lessons4you.com/piano/lessons/intro/page4.htm

Kinda miss someone.. well.. that's about all.

Good night.

it got me home
8:50 PM

Sunday, May 04, 2008

Haiz... many things have happened and I did not have any power to stop them.

Why? Because the brains of most people are not logical; they do what their feelings tell them. Geez, its not a dance, a skill.

Seen the many sides of many people... and gone through much thinking... I think... business politics is actually much better.

Grr... why cant these people just disappear or vaporise from this world? Drop the facade and be true for once.

Phew, enough of this things.. just slept from 6pm till now... which is about 2am? Oh well, no one called or messaged me and I was really tired.. tired from many things and because of several reasons. But I will share one, it is the weather! When I woke up, to my surprise, my whole shirt was wet with perspiration.

"If only..." , "Actually.. "

People always have their own set of excuses, never to let the responsibility of reality and truth to fall on their shoulders; they always push their mistakes to whatever other reasons they themselves they can think out of with their brain.

What makes successful and happy people different? Well.. they are willing to accept the truth and mistakes, make amendments and move on. The failures? When questioned, they will say, "No one told me that I should this.." "You can't blame..." "It is not my fault..." "No one is at fault..." and all other bs; the typical failure speeches.

From dictionary.com,

suc·cess n.

The achievement of something desired, planned, or attempted: attributed their success in business to hard work.
The gaining of fame or prosperity: an artist spoiled by success.
The extent of such gain.
One that is successful: The plan was a success.
Obsolete A result or an outcome.

In my opinion, the word success is the number of stacks of correct judgments and decisions made by an individual. Which holds true for the opposite; failure, is the the number of stacks of incorrect judgments and decisions made by an individual.

Thats what I think, and that is why they say no one is a failure forever or is successful forever. Every day's decisions and judgements make what they are. And it is up to them to make them!

So.. Yea.. Gonna hone myself le... HAHA.

Kinda abrupt to stop.. But really no mood to carry on...

Good night...

And to my friends or other people who are reading my blog, it doesn't matter what happened, it matters when you make it happen. Hope you all sleep tight.

Lastly, move on soon!

it got me home
1:38 AM

LOVES & HATES

[A]dores.
MY PARENTS!!!~!!!~~!
Someone
Read the two above
Read above
Whatever.

[L]oathes.
Someone
Hypocrites
Half-hearted people
Gays

WISHLIST

~~Get a PSP!~~
~~Get a Wii~~
~~Get a Digital Camera!~~
Get a laptop which is <1kg
Go taiwan!
Get a girlfriend
Get a Glass Wardrobe!
Be someone successful
Be someone important
Be the smartest human ever
Become handsome.
Style my hair.
Have all the free time.
My students will too success in life
Hope that my wishes can come true.

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