I felt that I have deluded from reality. Well... Got to treasure my family more than before.
Friendships are really superficial. I felt like I am walking on thin ice. How I wish friendships or relationships were as depicted in shows. But... Most people I see now are tainted with twisted thinkings, they can't help me, or rather, I will find myself helping themselves instead. They don't feel appreciated and take it for granted.
Now I know why I chose to close my world when I was young. Never to trust anyone. Never to confine in anyone.
I swore to never believe in anyone who had betrayed me. I know these people.
Finally into ns this saturday; another chapter of my life unfolds. Got to admit I dread on going in but a man gotta what a man gotta do right? Will everyone be on equal grounds inside? The rich and the poor, will money make any difference?
A barrage of questions are raining down and I have no answers to them. While listening to people who have been through may help, it is always more convincing to see and feel it myself. Lastly, I really hoped that all my bad memories would be forgotten after a sleep.
it got me home
12:36 AM
LOVES & HATES
[A]dores.
MY PARENTS!!!~!!!~~!
Someone
Read the two above
Read above
Whatever.
[L]oathes.
Someone
Hypocrites
Half-hearted people
Gays
WISHLIST
Get a PSP! Get a Wii Get a Digital Camera!
Get a laptop which is <1kg
Go taiwan!
Get a girlfriend
Get a Glass Wardrobe!
Be someone successful
Be someone important
Be the smartest human ever
Become handsome.
Style my hair.
Have all the free time.
My students will too success in life
Hope that my wishes can come true.
